From: "Steven Rhodes"
Subject: Caring and Crying . . .
To: SixthRomeo@aol.com
Good AM, MS!
A trying week, but many good things to report. Didn't make it to the 'Taste'. I might go next week. Made it back to gym, Wed. Nice biking day. Got some sun down by Fullerton rocks.
Have been a little 'under' due to the bank taking over half my paycheck for OD fees, during the week I was sick. A small charge went thru, beginning the chain reaction to hell.
Then my pup came to my rescue and to my surprise, wrote out a check for the entire amount to deposit. Making me feel even worse. I purposely did not tell him about that, right away, but he probed, and I needed to be honest with him. Then he must have felt sorry. Oy! I let him do in on the condition that I pay him back. He is so sweet for doing that. Whataguy! Eh?
I am definitely getting a part time job. This is for the birds. And not the ducky kind. But, I can't do anything until after our July trip. I promised I wouldn't cancel on him. I can't meet my financial responsibilities, but I can still keep my word to him about everything else. Oh, and I am one payment away from getting evicted on my assessments. I am showing $1500 in the rear, on the ledger, (which is sent after I make my late payment for the month,) but it is only $1000 I am behind. I will get a letter from the atty., before that happens. So, I just can't be late paying late. Yes?
This is all because I am running at a $100 deficit each month, and I cashed out everything to have my operation. Then child support. Then the family-insurance deduction was forced. Then 2 separate 18 month freezes at work, Etc, etc. . . Am dealing with it as best I know how. A learning experience. Backward learning, but that's the way the cookie . . . I am lucky in many ways, so this is not rocket science to figure out a solution. lol!
Had a really bad dream, Wed. Collusion, conspiracy, being lied about in court, by the "B" in a custody suit. Oy! Last night had some better dreams. I should have written them down. Now I forgot. *(See note below) Had a good night's rest, tho.
It rained, yesterday, so I had to drive to run errands. The garage manager offered to bring in his sledge-hammer to pound in my back bumper. (Which my insurance company refused to make the person who did it - pay for. It was nice of him to offer to do that. It's been almost a year with it looking like crap trash.
*Note: Remembered dream:
" . . .Remembered part of the dream from yesterday . . . I was taking a train back to a familiar station. Then, the connecting train had stopped for the day. I met someone from work, as he was leaving. He offered me a ride. In the car, he bent over to pick something up, and started groping me 'down there'! When we got to his house, he asked if I would live with him, since it was right by our work. I told him I was 'taken' and that was that. I woke up. I sized him up, and thought he fell fall short of my pup. Funny, these dreams?
And, no you have not met Scott. But, you've talked on the phone. And seen pics. So, it's almost like knowing him. He appeared on July 20-21, last. As St. Paul to Carunia by Angels. Santiago - Santi-Scott-Pup. . . My hero! I need to do something really special for him, our anniversary and everything. . .
Yes, flying to Boston. We will stay across from the park next to Boston Commons - so we can see the Commons from our hotel room. He has found a nice 2-hour tour for us to take. We'll spend our anniversary night, there. Awwww! Then off to Ptown by Ferry. We will rent bikes and see the island on our own. Toga party and Leather n Feather parties Fri and Sat. Fun, fun!
Well, no Marine today - vaca. day. We will enjoy peace and quiet. Ahhhhhh - what a breath of 'fresh' air - in more ways than one! Then Dale will be gone a half-day, tomorrow. After techie Sunday is well-underway. Maybe even over with for those ill-mannered, snot-nosed nerd-heads. . . ."
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From: SixthRomeo@aol.com
Date: Sat, 26 Jun 2004 09:10:49 EDT
Re: #-) Good Morning, MySteveMan! Re: Popping and Clocking . . .
To: cubstryper@yahoo.com
Good morning, MySteveMan!
Happy hump day to you! Cute dream, your telling someone that you are "spoken for." Its a good omen coming this anniversary month for you. Traveling and vacationing together for that is a good idea. Boston will be nice to see, eh, I don't have to remind you to take pictures. I just visited your photo site, some really nice pictures of you and ScottPup.
A relatively quiet day for you at work, that's a good thing, marine swimming in other ponds.
I didn't go out yesterday evening. I'm ashamed to say that I didn't feel I had the energy to take the hike so I didn't.
I didn't see Father Aaron at Perk Fiction yesterday. Brer Matt said Aaron was up really late; celebrating or commiserating I don't know.
Yes, meeting someone new. In Chicago there was the young man named David who hung out at the Starbucks at Pearson and State. Here, a new Steve but I don't want to think about it. More 1st anniversaries hitting, preying on my heart. I think they are coming with a biorhythm low or are causing one.
I believe JT is in a dark funk with Fiorella's departure for Peru. He was really hoping that this would be "the girl" with whom he would share the future. Once she was here, he knew differently. She doesn't have the same feelings as he. JT will be spending the 4th of July weekend in Ft. Lauderdale with friends.
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